"Dysphoria Galore"

I’m stuck on the floor
Trying to get to the door
Aching pain to my core
For this I am sure
I need to get out
I scream
I shout
Is there another route?
I just need out
Dysphoria galore
Drowning in the shore
Can’t take this anymore
Anxiety
Insecurity
Inside of me
I want to be free
From this body
I can’t see me
In the mirror
That is not me
Can’t you see?
Outside I am “her”
But inside
I am “he”
Unbelievably
In pain
Insane
Stuck in the rain
Needing off this train
Dying to be me
Not the girl you see
I live invisibly
In the shell of “me”
The wrong voice
Wrong body
Somebody
Please
Begging on my knees
Dysphoria galore
It’s a fucking trap door