Slipped

She had slipped , lost her balance
 fell right into her addiction
It lifted so many of her restrictions
She never thought of the afflictions

For medical reasons
She would say knowing
it wasn't always that way.

Daughter wife mother ,aunt ,
the list of her keeps going
 Everyday the more drugs she does
The less of those people are showing
 
 The drug made her numb
Making her want it even more
Starting off small,   
then doing it more than the time  before
 A craving that
 became hard to ignore

The more drugs the happier she became
Not hiding it , not showing any shame
No drugs on the other hand made her become angry and shouting the blame.

Her emotions were all over
 but she was still Loving the high
She thought
this is what she has been missing in her life  to get by.

Until she started asking herself Why ?