I'm not dead just far from being alive

Oh how I relate so much to this. Amazing write! :)

I think we all do we all get to this point in life

Thank you

"Should I end it?
Should I try to make everything better?
Would it even matter at all?" > such profound questions, ones I know all too well.

Brave write, dear poet!

Those are questions we never really get you answer, even our actions will not be justified and doing nothing is still not justified

Thank you

Life is such a hurricane. It hits and destroys everything in its path. We are always in the eye of the storm. You, my friend have asked what many ask. How come the sky and the earth are so far apart? I feel you my brother. Keep fighting. We need to keep fighting. Hugs J

I'm not ready to lay down my sword and quit fighting, yet I doubt I know who's the real enemy in this story called life, is it the devil? Or God? Or just myself?

Thank you juv

Have only discovered your inks. For me, you are the kind of writer for which poetry sites should exist. Such raw honesty laid open. I salute you.

i always try not to be too cheesy
I always choose my writing to be relatable
I want to say stuff that others cannot  in poems


thank you for popping by, and for the comment

Heya , my friend !

Just catching up , very slowly , Poet ;

Nicely penned , yet here is a thought...

A month ago , I thought it was downhill for me ,

having to sell my place on the river in Northern

California , looking at being homeless , not knowing

what I was going to do...for awhile I even thought I

would have to default with the bank on loan , and lose

all my credit ;

Now , I sold my place , paid bank , put my possessions

in storage ( not cheap for move or storage ) , went on

road with a few hundred dollars left , paid a friend in

Southern California for rent for two weeks , then got

gifted with two nights of airbnb , at a place renting for

$300.00 a night , was introduced to a beautiful woman ,

and spirit friend , now working as my agent , have been

introduced to some very heavy duty movers and shakers

in the spiritual and tech domains in the L.A. area , am having

major workshops arranged for me to teach ancient traditions

and code this month , and am now in new beautiful place in

area , just blocks from the beach...

My whole point here , is that when you feel it is darkest , yes ,

do call on whatever Spirit / Spirits you believe in , ask for help ,

keep the "faith" , and belief you deserve the best , do everything

you can to bring it about yourself...then trust...in the dark , is light !

Sorry that you've lost your place, I too was found/still homeless given that I'm not really living in my house nor family house
But I like your bounce back
You're right sometimes all you need is faith

This poem so reminds me of many of my thoughts! nice scribe. can i keep it?

yeah you can keep it...

thank you