Awakening

I'm getting stronger but fuck me does this hurt, realising how easy I was for you to play with.
Seeing all the little tricks you played, how you would batter me down to pretend your lifting me instead.
I hate what I'm seeing and I can't believe it, yet I know this awakening isnt over yet.
You come around with my glasses days after a fight, I predicted it and I was right.
Another heart felt bullshit speech, a fake expression staring at me.
You grab me like you can, when you really fucking can't.
You lost that privilege right!?
You laugh because you can't believe the strength I've gained, you laugh because you see I won't let you in again.
Joker you really are untrue, fucked in the head.
You bully, twist and try to concur.
I'm living proof of what went under.
You battered, tore and ripped apart my life.
I still sit and fucking cry.
I moved on but you stole something from me I can't replace maybe that whys I come back to just state at your blank face.
Where has it gone, caution to the wind.
I'm ready to talk...
So I guess you best take a long long walk.
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