The hate from within

Crazy ex girlfriends
Crazy sisters
Crazy step monther
Crazy friends

I'm freaking out...
Everything is dumped into my hands
I'm not prepared for any of this
I want out!

Yelled at by step mother
For no reason
Yelled at by father
Because work was shit

Yelled at by step sister
Because that time of the month everyday!
Yelled at by ex girlfriends
Because they can't control themselves

Yelled at by friends
Because I told them the truth
Because I lied
Because I didn't say anything

What did I do to deserve this...
School... My New "friends"
They don't know
They'll never know...

My mask is cracking
Jealous people
"Ew walk faster"
I can hear everything

I thank my advisory
They have made my day each and everyday
I never want to come home
But I have to...

College... I'm looking at many
I'm looking for any reason not to be here...
I'm losing myself
I feel like I have no control...

Stupid shit...
I signed up just to get out
But I know I can never escape
No matter where I go

Get me out!
Leave me alone!
I hate it..
See it through my eyes...