I dont even know lol

So I'm sitting here kind of awake
This is probably for you make no mistake
I can't help but feel your stress and pain
I call myself genius to some I'm just insane
I had a dream last night and I actually remembered
That I have a friend this crazy September
I really don't know what you will bring to share
Honestly I dont even care
Sorry that kind of sounded wrong
Perks of writing a random poem and or song
Anyway for whatever reason your helping make it right
Because down and depressed and I still find the urge to write
I suppose I owe you another thank you
For whatever it is that you do
I hope you were able to smile today
I did just for a short while anyway
So I guess this is a hello and goodnight
Tossing and turning in my nightmares I will help you fight