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refrained stream of consciousness
"I need to fuck something"
"I want all of you dead"
"I am inconsequential"
"all of this is"
"i need to get my hands on some piano wire"..
"rig up one of those old gopher traps"..
"take the top of your heads off at the lip line"..
"you should all be gassed"
"I hate this"
"none of this is happening"
"survival betrays me"
"affinity betrays me"
"instinct betrays me"
"there was never free-will"
"there was never redemption"
"I need to kill something"
"this is"
"without hesitation"
"the biggest fuckshit"
"that could have crawled out of the great"
"nowhere-nothing-none"
"and show it's fucked up face to me"
"I need something to fuck"
"I want all of us dead"
"I want all of you dead"
"I am inconsequential"
"all of this is"
"i need to get my hands on some piano wire"..
"rig up one of those old gopher traps"..
"take the top of your heads off at the lip line"..
"you should all be gassed"
"I hate this"
"none of this is happening"
"survival betrays me"
"affinity betrays me"
"instinct betrays me"
"there was never free-will"
"there was never redemption"
"I need to kill something"
"this is"
"without hesitation"
"the biggest fuckshit"
"that could have crawled out of the great"
"nowhere-nothing-none"
"and show it's fucked up face to me"
"I need something to fuck"
"I want all of us dead"
Published 25th Dec 2009
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Anonymous
17th Jan 2010 8:00am
The use only of diction to convey the narrative was an inspired move, and as usual the pain and anger behind these lines almost suffocates. The "betrays me" chorus in the middle was a masterstroke, as it adds definition to the poem as a whole. Terms like "piano wire", "gopher traps" and "gassed", meanwhile, collude to create one hell of a central image.
17th Jan 2010 8:18am
I wrote this on a bus.. on my way to GED classes to get my high school equivalency degree.. it was before my meltdown but leading up to it.. the precursor so to speak.. you can almost smell the anger and pain taking over and bringing me closer to that night that changed my life forever.. I was well on my way.. (I remember trying to hide what I was writing from other people on the bus.. I don't usually like writing in public)..
1st Feb 2010 6:52am
how to make puppets do this... ?
i don't usually say things like this poem does, but i feel all of them
when i read it (and some of your others, of course). hopefully i won't
end up killing someone (besides myself that is.
1st Feb 2010 2:10pm
I think a lot of us if not all of us are tortured in some way.. all life has it's suffering.. I'm sure I won't kill anyone but myself.. some of my stuff I'd rather not get published until after I'm gone anyway.. because I don't want to answer for myself know what I mean.. glad you're diggin my stuff
