freeze

your actions do nothing to you but to me to me
they kill
they rip
they tear
they rape
every promises vowed

you were making a plaything out of me when you
asked me to leave asked me to stay
said hello sorry goodbye while
hiding away
you
made me a sinner for
loving you when you told me to hate you
loving you now when by right i
should hate you

for your actions do nothing to you but
everything to me
from the way my fists are clenched over my chest as i
try to stop from suffocating through
clogged throats and dazed eyes

your promises are still words i cling on to
therefore i am now
shattered across the floor like
aftermath.

your actions did nothing to you but to me to me
they did everything to me