always you baby

      
here I come, baby
entering slowly and gently
so you know and feel me
 
aggressive is my way with all others  
my gentleness is reserved for you alone my King
you place me in the atmosphere of your love
instantly my armor comes off
 
my soul completely undressed approaches you
so you will see my intentions
I could never hide from you
blushing at my vulnerability
 
my excitement to see you known
you taste my desires on the wind
I want you to hold me
 
there will be no tomorrow
we live for today
no regrets or promises
war is ever present
 
this is our secret place
where we lie among the wildflowers
dance in the rain
 
we are cosmically connected
telepathically understood
there is no need for discussion between us
just this day
and the lovemaking we've put off for far too long
 
you lie me down  
on the mossy beds of enlightenment
slowly opening me to truth
breaking down my barriers
opening my eyes
 
I cry out in protest
you whisper hush baby you need this
you enter with your hardened steel
tearing the veil between you and me
 
popping my cherry of bewilderment
I weep is this really happening
is it really you?
 
after eons untold searching
I looked high and low
walked so many roads
and you were always in front of me
 
in the drink I drunk, the drugs I abused
the men I indulged
 
baby, it was always you