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I See Her Everywhere / Another Pointless Rage at Death
Everyday Every Day Every Goddamn Day
day after day. Wave after wave of seizures
and spasms of insane
pain. The Grief.
!The fckn GoodGriefCharlie Brown!
As one stops.....so begins the next........
Take it away! Take it take it Stop this body! Stop this Mind!
Stop it Stop it stop it (can't any of you gods read?)-----------
Images of You, my chylde, are everywhere, & everywhere these tears explode.
I should have been with You
I should have been with You
I should have been with You!
I fucked it All up, & now you are gone as gone could be.
I should have been there.
(O, You really can't be gone. O, no)
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Published 13th Aug 2018
Author's Note
WARNING: Not that it matters, (but to a Few DUfriends).......re: all this DEATH stuff likely be all i will write about......i don't want to be of this world at all now that Leah is gone.....i'm too fckn old, too broken, and too long lonely & companionless to want to "go on".
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Danny, I know you just wanted to see Leah one last time, and I feel DUP is a confessional for you and I only wish the gimlet eye of God could wink you comfort.
There is nothing I can say to erase your grief enough to promise you a quicker hope. Or for a way to hold onto what has to transform.
How fragile in one instant everything becomes; empty spaces blinking between the eye of God.
There is nothing I can say to erase your grief enough to promise you a quicker hope. Or for a way to hold onto what has to transform.
How fragile in one instant everything becomes; empty spaces blinking between the eye of God.
14th Aug 2018 10:32am
well, i just can't relate this type of 'thing' with gimlet winks and cardboard platitudes, (but i do respect and appreciate other's offerings of condolence.)
WE drove God out of our existence.long ago. I'm sure with the infinitude of other suns & planets out there, there are more worthy projects and experiments for ~him~ to work on.
So, one is either Here, or on is not Here. thank you, love
WE drove God out of our existence.long ago. I'm sure with the infinitude of other suns & planets out there, there are more worthy projects and experiments for ~him~ to work on.
So, one is either Here, or on is not Here. thank you, love
14th Aug 2018 1:05am
I have nothing to say (or add,
god forbid) to your agony,
except that re Charlie Brown,
I wish that Linus's comfort blanket
really existed ..
god forbid) to your agony,
except that re Charlie Brown,
I wish that Linus's comfort blanket
really existed ..
14th Aug 2018 10:35am
Aw, cmon. We've woven plenty of blank'ettes to hide under.
(wasn't that clever, Trevor?)
(wasn't that clever, Trevor?)
