decisions and visions

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disturbing destiny did change    
into better days to show the might    
of poetic verses written to be strange  
coming slowly from a knowing night  
   
I won a lottery by that insight  
since I can weirdly influence  
it's a bright but diffuse light  
guessing of a given sense  
   
but unfortunately I don't know    
the complete rules of that strange  
and mystic sphere where I do go  
to find the best way set to change