Promise Me You're Ok...

I've tried to live without you,
To not have you cross my mind
For a day,
But I only felt dead.
The memory of you keeps me going.
Wishing there was
Some way for you to give me a sign
That you're ok.
I long to hear your voice
Out loud, slow it down..
Slow it down and let me
Lose myself in you.
No longer me,
Only you.
You told me once "Now don't you cry,
It's ok, I'm fine. I love you.. I'm fine"
But how can I know?
You're hard to keep off my mind,
Trust me, it's
Like trying to catch smoke
With my cold hands full of broken
words, and long lost promises
That were held onto for so long.
You promised me you wouldn't
Leave my side.
I really need to know,
before I break.
Please stay here,
Promise me you won't leave
My side.
I'm only seconds away
From breaking apart.
Give me a sign.
Come back to heal
The emptiness
I try to hide,
Tell me you'll stay,
Promise me
It'll be ok.
I've watched the clouds
Drifting away, yet
The sun can't warm my face.
I can feel the frost against
My skin, my flesh.
I'll wait in the
Darkness for you.
Just please,
Prove to me,
That you're ok at this moment.