Don't read! Rant!

I'm going to rant.
Lately i have been listening to this song... "friends dont kiss friends" and it's got me thinking. My friends girlfriend... ugh! I... want to be friends! But then ya know... something happens and i don't think with the right head...
I tested her so much... it has backfired so much... but it gave me answers. Everyone always asks me... "what are you guys to each other" I want to say friends but i realize why they ask. "I don't know?" We told each other we wanted to kiss... but i told her "but... we can't! I can't hurt so-&-so" (her boyfriend!) I made sexual jokes. She made it go too far... she always looked back and smiled at me. Asking for it! She showed me so much... told me so much... i realize that can be classified as cheating in some cases. She got pissed off because i started tell her bf everything. Like "wtf, why are you doing this?!" "Because! I don't want to hurt my best friend!" However when ever she got mad she came right back faster and faster each time. Now... i lied? I guess... and she got pissed doing shit to get Attention! Then when i gave her that attention. She got pissed off because i snapped! Now i want nothing to do with her! But i needed to say this because it's pissing me off. She cheated! My friends who are also her friends told me she's flirting with her ex... another one of my friends... well more like acquaintance. And then this other chick I'm talking to... same deal! Two girls cheating on their bfs with the same guy who has a gf, who btw doesn't believe he's cheating on her! Ugh! I wanted out of this drama! The guy apparently sent a bunch of nudes to the second girl... and maybe... maybe had sex with her... idk... they disappeared a lot together. I'm only talking to her because I'm horny as fuck and want sex too! Her bf doesn't believe anyone who says she's cheating on him... dude my life... i regret dating both of these chicks. Course if the first found out i said any of this... she'd probably kill me... literally...
Well thank you for the rant... I'm now tired af and im going to bed.