Role Reversal

Can I be vulnerable where I feel like my life is threaten
yet on the other side of death would be heaven
I long for you to act out the  nature of the promiscuous
and feed off my sexual restraints like the awaking of a incubus
I'm  begging  you to allow me to feel your claws,
exploit my flaws, to be unruly and break all laws
that are only set by my mind, body and soul
but of that trinity I beg that you assume full control
if I go there feel free to move me here
if my flesh tries  to retreat from your advances then pull me near
guide my hands where you have them go
and touch me places that even I don't know
until there is pulsing veins, with the more I grow
and I breathe , moan and release in ways I dare not show