To Scott

 
To Scott,  
 
Hello cousin Scott how have you been? I have been good. I can't believe it has been nine years ago that you left me so unexpectedly. Nine very long and bitter years of regret. You see if I would have known I wouldn't have said those nasty words to you. I would have never said that I hated you and I would have never said that I didn't want to see you again. Those were the last words I had ever spoken to you. Those awful stupid words that I didn't even mean. I apologize that I said those terrible things to you. I loved you so much Scott. I may not have showed it but I was a stupid twelve year old. I miss you more as the years pass on. I miss your smile, your laugh, your kissy faces you would make at me. I miss your bear hugs but most importantly I miss our conversations and the way you used to look at me. I hope you are looking down upon me smiling now. I wish you could have met my son. You would have loved him. Goodbye my Friend.  
 
With love,
Courtney