To Myself

My mind wanders in the night. The hovering negetive cloud that I can't seem to fight off. It's on the scale of me trying to do right but all outcomes are wrong.

What am I doing wrong?

Inside I feel empty and lost of love and true passion but I still push myself with motivation and constant action. Even when it seems impossible I keep hope because anything is possible. But ahh some things, some things just aren't right.

This is how I feel when I'm up late nights. No one checks on me to see if I'm alright but I'll be ok because it only makes me strong. I'm not weak, I will continue the fight.