Maybe

Am I better to be single, no further responsibility to someone else's stasis. I can reach myself at peak and flow through, sky high, do my station at cruising elevation. I can get used to playing with my own playlist. I don't need any relationship project, but to relate and build is the object and the interactions are transactive, with emotional growth and self loving showing. If I am not in the same emotional sphere as my partner I can depart from her and remain clear. Rename the fear. A loss is a gain, a no here is a yes elsewhere that remains. It's already presently in my lane. Am I better off ignoring this as well or just looking waaaaay past it, another option, another way to go on, no stopping, connecting the dots on my map, reflecting on what crops grow, and what comes back, the sum of the stack, I can grow with me regardless of the partner, either way stay pat. Just be warm and lucid, chapters overlap, nothing but bright magic introducing, any new event to be pass. I love my journey and that's where my love lasts.