Perception

I analyze my life through my rearview
It's a bit cloudy,murky,muddy there's never a clear view
All I see, are the painful memories,goals,and dreams that never came true
And all the empty promises that I became a slave to
As I self destruct I take my time and reflect wondering what has cost me my happiness
Watching my life in my rearview
Seeing all the pain and regret that I've lived through
Only in the rearview can I see the real truth
Then the perception becomes clear that I'm the cause for for all the pain that I've been through