Broken Love

I tried to change for you,
I tried to become more open, more sexier, more skinnier, more quieter.
I slowly started transitioning.
I left my real self behind and tried to invent a new image;
I wore it like a scratchy scarf that I loathed, I became more angrier for you were suppressing me of who I was inside.
So I begged and pled for you to love me as I am despite me pushing and pulling you away,
No matter the turbulence or the pain I was trying my hardest to let you in.
I gave my all, I would've sacrificed it all for you, I would've gave up my life for you.
All that I did and said to you, you just took for granted.
I loved you,
I prayed for you,
I would've married you.
I fell so deep in love with you, tell me how can you do me like this?.

We need to fix this,
Fix this soon.
How can we heal our wounds and stop us from dying?,
'Cause I don't want to lose you,
I can't be me without you.
Tell me are you gonna fix our broken love?.

Do you still love me?,
can we still survive?,
can we keep this alive?.
Honestly, can you tell me will you fix our broken love?.

Do you still love me?,
can we still survive?,
can we keep this alive?.
Honestly, can you tell me will you fix our broken love?.

Texted you late on a Thursday night, I know that you read them but you ignored them but you know better than that.
I call you and we start arguing, then I start crying and yelling I'm so fed up
But it's not over till we're kicking and screaming.
I'll still fight for this 'cause my heart's bleeding on the inside while on the outside I'm taking all your shots to the chest with bullet wounds deepening I'll go to hell and back and even be stabbed in the back by the devil himself, but will you do the same?.
I'll take all this pain 'cause nothing can hurt me more than losing you or having you telling me you don't love me no more.
Don't treat me like a fucking little four year old, I ain't here to amuse you
I ain't the one you should use,
I ain't the one that likes to play mental games.
I want you, but do you want me still?.

We need to fix this,
Fix this soon.
How can we heal our wounds and stop us from dying?,
'Cause I don't want to lose you,
I can't be me without you.
Tell me are you gonna fix our broken love?.

Do you still love me?,
can we still survive?,
can we keep this alive?.
Honestly, can you tell me will you fix our broken love?.

Do you still love me?,
can we still survive?,
can we keep this alive?.
Honestly, can you tell me will you fix our broken love?.

Call yourself mister king, but you forgot 'bout your puddin' queen when you left your appreciation at the door, you had me beggin' for more and wanting what I deserved but I know now I don't need to beg when I gave you all my loving and only wanted the same.
So as you're in hesitation to tell me how you feel inside you wait in anticipation for me to crawl back like a sad puppy in need of care when you should've been as lovable as one I stay poised and independent and let you know I'm cold 'cause till you know where I come from you'll feel how I feel.
I shouldn't have to remind you we were made to ride together, spend our lives together, know I hold you down.

We need to fix this,
Fix this soon.
How can we heal our wounds and stop us from dying?,
'Cause I don't want to lose you,
I can't be me without you.
Tell me are you gonna fix our broken love?.

Do you still love me?,
can we still survive?,
can we keep this alive?.
Honestly, tell me will you fix our broken love?.

Do you still love me?,
can we still survive?,
can we keep this alive?.
Honestly, tell me will you fix our broken love?.