My life

For in my teenage years I thought of
     what was in store for me
Anticipating what dreams would become
     reality
I never imagined twins and a loving
     husband so quickly
Life is flying by, yet what do I have to
     show for it
Unfinished college and special needs kids
Real life is not my strong suit.  Can I just
     have a redo?
Ever wonder what could have been?  I
     do, and it sucks because I can feel my
     life sinking...