PERPETUAL PARADOX

PERPETUAL PARADOX

I never could find the courage
to tell you what I wanted to say to you
I feared the consequences
Dead instead, I have to live and forgive
Those voiceless consequences
in their endless sequences
------screaming endlessly inside of me------
What I felt is dead
and will never die
It never was, and will eternally haunt me
Since then, I have learned how to speak
I have conquered and banished that fear
with truth within youth never true
yet unlike the mute years of yesterday
I have nothing real left
that I wish to say
to you