Giver/Taker

I’m tired of this shit!
How long does it take,
For a relationship to make?
For the marriages sake,
I give.
You take.
I wait...
You wait...
I give...
You take...
I wait?
You wait...?
You beg!
I wait...
And wait...
You cry...
I break!
I wait...
You wait...
You whine!
I hate!
I give.
You take!
I wait...
You wait...
I wait...
And wait...
And wait......
Emotionally I’m ready to skate!
You give,
Finally I get to take?
So I take!
Now you think,
It’s your turn again?!!!
So you take,
And take!
And take!!
And take!!!
Then you wonder...
Why I’m not happy?
Why I’m not excited to give?
You think,
I have a problem!
I must be giving to someone else??
So you look for more things,
To take away from me??!!
And you start with my sanity!!
And you cry too me emotionally!!!
And you try to make me the bad guy,
For not being happy??!!
And I don’t want to be bad guy,
Metaphorically!
Cause it fucks with me,
Mentally!!
So I give up what I like to do,
Socially!!!
And I do something for you,
Romantically.
I blame it on the romantic in me.
To be doomed to repeatedly,
Repeat this same cycle on the daily???


This shit, is driving me crazy!!!