Longing

I'm so tired of my life
Of my sadness and grief
And even though i despise this feelings
They're all i've known
Throughout this cursed years
Dark and treacherous companions
Who've never left me
Like so many others have

I'm so tired of the lies
Of pretending that i'm happy
I long for the day
When i can take off this mask
I've been forced to wear
I long to be free
Six feet underground

So say what you want
I don't really care
I'm so gone that i
Barely feel a fucking thing
I'm so tired of my life
I'm so tired of everything
That i don't know why i still bother breathing

Listen, my friend
I'm tired of it all
I'd trade all i own
To make today my dying day
To end this noxious suffering