Broken dreams

My days no longer have value
My nights no longer exist
Missing...is the bliss that spark my plugs
Your perfume lingers only in memory
Your lips I have yet to kiss...
Throughout my days I drowned my emptiness with music but cannot ignore a presence that follows me everywhere.
I cry deep in my heart without a single tear...just wanting...needing you near.
Delusions are my comfort for I daydream of a world that we would live, love and laugh again...
Our secret is now buried six feet six in the grave of my beloved who is missed by his one true love and his love that will soon be forgotten 💋