Pain And Love

You aren’t supposed to hurt me
You make me sad at times  
You make me so damn angry
Sometimes I need to scream at you  
Sometimes I need to cry on your shoulder
I love you and I hate your ways
Ways that are sometimes selfish
When I am so selfless when it comes to you  
I found love  
A love that I never knew  
No other love will do
Your ways hurt my feelings  
my heart  
my mind  
Hurt my love for you
Fuss  
Fight  
We aren’t supposed  
Happy and in love  
We are supposed  
Like in a fairy tale  
Not reality  
This reality is all too real
I confide in you  
I depend on your strength  
Your strength becomes a monster  
Monster of dos and don’ts
I do  
I don’t  
I suppose
To be in unconditional love  
It’s so hard  
Sometimes it’s so tough  
I cry to give up  
I want you  
We together as one
We suppose  
To be happy and in love
We are damaged and in love
We bring out the best  
We bring out the worst
We complement each other  
We scare each other  
Love