You're fake.

     You are such a liar. You don't really care, so stop pretending. You hated him and said you were scared of him, You were going to leave him.

     Now that he's gone you care so much, right? You "miss" him? You're a liar. You just feel guilty because he killed himself over you.

     It would have been his birthday, so no wonder you decided to make a stupid post about it. Have to get those sympathetic likes, right?