Not Knowing

I lain on the carpet
and listened to If Blue Could be Happiness
I became so weightless
I almost forgot about the candles
My house almost burned down to the ground
and all I did was stare at the puddle of wax
blow the flame out and shrug

I am calm for once
and I am scared  for the storm to return
I am quiet
in the midst of the hush
I hope you are receiving my telepathic messages darling
what is expected of me
I am okay with not knowing for now;