"...Not To Jump Again"

The waves carried me back to shore
After I took a final fall off the cliff
Yelling, I don't wanna live for more
So, I decide to take a final drift
And I woke up in the sand
Contemplating, am I in the other world?
I looked at on my own bare hands
Why I am still here in this same rotten world?

So the waves took me on the shore
For the reason not to jump again
Neither to walk through the other door
Or to put more pain of my pain
But somehow to kill all about myself
Along with those suicidal games
And to regain my old new self
And to live all over again.

We only die once and it may be a lie but
For me that really explains a lot.