hav u eva

Have you ever felt so sad, that the thought of going on makes your cheeks wet?
Have you ever felt so disheartened, that even the thought of getting up is too much?
Have you ever felt so depressed, that the thought of dying is a satisfying one?
Have you ever felt so low, that you want to blow your brains out?
Have you ever felt so down, that you can’t face yourself?
Have you ever felt so dejected, that Van Staaden’s River Bridge seem like the only option?
Have you ever felt so miserable, that the pain from the blade makes the feelings real?
Have you ever felt so despondent, that you want to implode?
I have.