HER DARKNESS

Sometimes...
A person will....
Conjure up certain things in there life
Things people look down upon
DARK things.....
Things that might actually be more real than any one person can believe  
Things brought into adulthood....
Thats what the little girl did....
She wanted DARKNESS in her life so bad that.....
It has actually turned into reality...
But the question is....
Is it real.....
Or is it just her imagination...
She doesn't even know what's real anymore.....
Everything to her is just.....
Just so fucking messed up
But she welcomes it.....
This little girl  
welcomes her DARKNESS
With open arms
While still....crying for help  
She doesnt know where to turn though
She likes feeling stuck  
But the poor innocent girl became so conflicted because of what she has conjured
It feel like an impossibility  
But what does that even mean anymore
She will ALWAYS cry......
Tears of ache.....
Tears of pain.....
Tears of misery.....
And she will ALWAYS have questions unanswered  
That.... is how the DARKNESS works