I need you!

When you disappear....
There won't be a happiness for decades
Year and years I'd be thinking...
Why? What didn't I do? Who?
 
For nights I will be crying myself to sleep
If I could get any sleep
If you disappear and leave a note
I would like to read it
 
To understand or try to see what was up
The song "Baby don't cut" and "her last words" scare me, because they are so similar to this situation we are in
 
I've notice that your mood has worsened
The time is coming up much to soon
I'm doing everything I can
Everything I know  
 
It's not working I'm afraid
I don't want to lose more of my loved ones
I don't want you to leave me
 
I've tried to make you promise me
"Promise me that the next time you feel like you want to hurt yourself, you'll text me first, so I can try to help you not"
 
"Can you make me this promise?"
"No" you said no!
The more I think about it and the more I listen to these songs the more I think you will, you'll leave me!
 
Please! Please don't go! I'll do anything!
You made me a promise last year,
You wouldn't ever cut yourself again!
I can't live without your craziness
Your sweet but sassy attitude
You're generous,  
you used to see the light in everything.
I will scream at everyone if I have to


I
 
Love  
Orange
Velvet
Eclipses
 
You have so much more to see
Over the rest of what should be your life
Unlike most of us, you'll get somewhere
 
If you didn't get the message  
I love you
Your an amazing friend I want you to stay alive so we can continue being friends.
I will never leave you!  
No matter how far I move I'll still come running
Just call to me and I'm there!