Seemingly

I am seemingly down don't know why  
it feels like I am going to burst out and cry  
I was once as hard as nails now am as soft  
Like a big black and white fat old pussy cat  

I,am trying to turn it all around trying so hard  
I hate feeling like I am walking around with a frown
I feel sad I don't know why feels like I am about to fall down and break
I shattered inside I can't put my finger on why I don't like life  

I feel like I just want to get pissed  
I am under the weather feels likely I am just not right
I can't sleep at night but I feel so tired it isn't just right  
I don't know what there is left to say my eyes are watering  

my head hurts my bones are sore my head is fogy
it's all from what I have been through  
I feel burnt out I am so tired of all this crap  
I was once like a hot fire while you turned cold as ice  

don't you be worried about that  
I am about to slip can any one catch my fall  
who will it be maybe you or someone else  
can you see that I am in pain

cannot seem to be free of this pain and misery  
I feel a change in the air I know something is going to give  
ill make it through another day feeling like this
The time is now for a change I know I can do it  
just a little more time is needed.