"Ending and Fiction"

At the rest of highly logical thinking
I cage my own self in the little portion
of my mind
I don't know what would I find
At the endless thinking at night
That these stars would emit a light
That would destroy this dark side
But maybe that wasn't right
Because I don't know what would I fight
If I stand outside under the rain hoping
That you would in the other side of the door
Whispering...
That you want me to stay to see the sun
Because you and I will be more than fun.
But I grasped that little portion of sanity
It will always the right thing for sure.
And decided to come again to the bookstore
To buy some paper and pens with strings
And sit at the countryside seeing the sun setting
That if maybe if I couldn't and you wouldn't
We can stay together in this fiction I made.
Even if you don't want the beginning, I will
Make sure that we will begin at the ending
At my own will.