(Not Named Yet)

Openly depressed
All feelings cannot be supressed.

As my hidden tears fall like rain
My blood begins to heat up inside my veins.

All the hurt and hate
Built up inside
How long must I wait
Before I can finally express what's on my mind?

Everything has become misleading
It makes me tired of feeling.

Tired of all this stress
I know there is no way out of this mess.

I just one little break
There isn't much more I can take.

Just rip my heart to pieces and tear it out
I can tell this is something you won't ever care about.

Why should you?
You aren't the one it is happening to.

Why do I let myself quickly fall in love?
Every time I seem to turn around
I find my heart fade - down like a paralyzed dove.

Nothing can end my hidden pain
Please don't put my hurting heart to shame...

"Please don't shed another tear.."
I hear when I turn to see you in the reflection of my mirror.

I can't keep doing this.

When will I learn?
Not to fall so fast...
All my agony that you've created within me
Makes me believe we will not last.

(I know this poem is not the best or it might not make any sense but it is my feelings currently.)