Out

Thoughts out of fucking control
People shit me more than you know
I know it still does not change my feelings
Who really gets this? Not me I don’t get it

Never believed in true love of the heart and soul
Then I seen you I was one hundred % totally gone
One day I know this love is going to fuck me even more
It’s just a gut feeling that I’ve got pity I did not have this feeling before

Somehow I am blinded still I don’t know how you did it
Was it your eyes? Was it your laugh? As it your sway?
Was it your hair? Was it your persona? Was it your accent?
Was it the way you used your words? Was it your soul?

Somehow you took this man who had been there and seen that
Somehow you still was able to take me for a mother fucking ride
How the fuck did you do this to me still I don’t get it? Really don’t get it
I’m struggling to come to terms with it all, you hurt me really bad

I know I did not see it coming falling in love and did not see how you used me
How after all this time have you got me totally hooked tooth and nail
Why would I even care after what you did? Why would I even want to know you
Your love has twisted my thoughts my heart and my soul I’m not who I was!