And this is it

One not quite touch
I cannot quite feel
One smile thrown my way
And my mind shall kneel

And this is it
The end and beginning
The fire and ice
Enclosed within feeling

And this is it
Beginning and end
Not yet a lover
No longer a friend

It's not quite the edge
Yet feels like I'm falling
Not quite the name
I imagined calling

And this is it
Surrender and fight
Give in, give up
Seek voices at night

And this is it
No other way's right
I give and I take
This wine made of light