Happy New Year

I have the ocean inside of me
I want to let it out to breathe
But when I am about to speak
It all fades and I remain weak
Words of languages so many
Can't buy me for a penny
An ability to express
The heavy feeling in my chest
I am so happy yet not free
I'm flying yet somewhere underneath
I am complete but some is missing
I have it all yet does not feel decent
A little piece of puzzle I crave for
Tiny, shiny and holds the whole world
And that wold is now what you can see
That world is my soul, being, me
It's where my love was born and lives
During the fall it's covered with leaves
The snow is whitest in the winter
The only taste is sweet and even sweeter
And all the pillows are stupid pink
There are no roads but they all link
To one place of smile, brightest lights,
Tears of joy, desire, starry nights,
Quite a song of a bird, ocean's whisper,
All of nothing, closeness to distance
"Quem é" I ask, will bring me it?
This little splinter of my heat I DID
Have always but lost or gave away
So many lives ago or days?
Hey, I know you have it now so, yes,
Come here, put this part of me to its nest
Light my heart again and it will show
The route to a new life with our love...