Deja vu

I’m stuck in a perpetuating time zone full of my doubts.

Having this feeling as if, once I get one foot out,
I’m rushed back to the start,
To continue climbing my way back to the top.

I’m stuck in a perpetuating time zone full of my doubts.

Scratching and claw at an exit with no way out.
Trying to keep back screams and tears from following me.
Just to found out i’m back in the place I don’t want to be.

I’m stuck in a perpetuating time zone full of my doubts.

Hoping this will be the day I finally breakout.
Hoping....no, wanting to see the light that comes after.
Wanting to end this cursed loop and start a new chapter.
But I trip and fall, the pages turn and I end up be back in the first caption.

I’m stuck in a perpetuating time zone full of my doubts.

Knowing, that one day i’ll make it out in the end and be able to stand again,
But until then the only thing in my view is a sense of deja vu.