More pain

I never expected for you to enter my life
To enter my soul from behind that keyboard
The deepest attraction started because of what I saw in your eyes
A kind gentle soul with the spirit of a lion
Caged
Angry
Hurt
Pacing
Ready to take care of business at the drop of a dime
But hesitate quickly when you feel something
Anything
Too much to handle
I want to be yours it's the way that I feel
Then you ask
I'm elated
We agree and discuss
The future
Excitement
Joy
Love begins to form
We didn't see the wall coming and hit it head on
You think it's me playing games with your heart
I'm lost and confused on how to show you I care
I can't get it right and I'm starting to drown
I call out for help
Radio silence
You're gone
1 day...
Nothing
2 days...
Nothing
3 days...
You're back!
I can breath
4th day your angry and decide it's my fault
I don't know what I've done but I start to question
Type and send
And over again
Finally night falls and it finally comes in
But wait..
This is not the man I've come to know
Tears streaming
I'm hurting
What has happened
Is this a nightmare?
Help me wake up
I just want to wake up
It hurts