Confessions of a girl with Depression

I hate you all....from the meat on your bones...by the skin of your teeth...I hate you all....I hate this family...no ones ever loved me.

The way you act...all uppity and shit like you know me....you weren't there...you barely raised me....so fuck you and the horse you rode on...I was on my own anyway...you make me hate life...I pray to die today.

You don't understand the state I'm in...my mind wanders....its always leaving...and though I can hear you...your like dust in the wind...fly in my mouth and I spit you on the ground...if the world ends..it won't be soon enough.

I am who I am...why can't you accept that...no...you can't...you never will...I plan to never see you again...I plan to stay gone until your gone...in the grave...in Hell...where you long to be...where you belong...cause constantly I think...why'd you and mom have me...if you didn't want me...you could've aborted me.

I wouldn't blame you...look how I turned out...I'm a piece of shit loser...I never amounted to anything but your fucking shameful child...your mistake.

I hate you...I hate you both. I hate that I hate you. I wish my breath would just go.