home

how can i call a place home
when i end up having to pack up and leave
but in the end i get hurt and scarred
which eventually causes me to be lost
looking for a cure
but instead theres tears
eventually i gotta face my fears
which includes trust
trust in my catagory equals hurt
trust equals being abandond and replaced
somtimes i just wanna be in a case
so i wont have to face the heartache
building up walls pushing people away
no love no trust=no hurt
how can i call a place home
when it doesnt feel right
trying to find that tight relationship
but it feels wrong in so many ways
spending the days wishing i was different
wishing i could bieleve people
when they tell me they love me
instead of thinkin thier lying
and relizing there trying to help me
help me see the real me
but i end up giving up
start cutting smoking and drinking
wishing i quit thinking about the past
how can i call a place home
when i got used to the hurt
trying to still recover
making a little progress bit by bit
but feeling like shit
cuz i relize i hurt myself and people around
when i push them away