Yet Again

I’m there for you yet again like the fool I am
like the fool I’ll always be
every time I think I’m getting better
better for me
you show up and prove all the progress was a hoax
I cant breathe this air anymore
its toxic and I’m suffocating 
when will I learn
this candle need not burn
this love we once had is dead
it was a curse
it was a burden
It was everything to me
It was the ending to part of me
you became my air
leaving me with no soul to spare
but spare me the bullshit about how you'll be there
about how you care
and then start to talk about the love we share
there is no love
only empty promises
deep wounds
and heartache
I complain and complain
but yet again obtain a special spot in your world in your "heart"
that some how i convince myself its enough
Yet again here i am
nothing to show but a broken soul
when will i learn