My Only True Love

I will not allow myself to love you
It hurts
To think about all we been through
And yet I still crave you
 
Why are you soo hard to pull away from  
No matter where we are in life
You find a way back into mine
Is it meant to be,  
 
I know you we've grown since our last meet
You've loved and loved again
But I've never loved like I loved you
Because I know I'm the one for you
 
I never think about anyone like I think about you
I see myself with one else but you
Its your very presence that makes me melt
And your touch is like no one else
 
The love of my life I will not admit
So I rather be pissed
Then to tell you how much I miss
Every kiss