Hopeless Romantic

"Searching your words for affection but out comes riddles and rhymes...searching your eyes for attention but you're so blind...you can't see the reasoning of who I'm trying to be...the girl in your arms while your arms are still free...

We are two of a kind..you and me..and yet I feel so lonely...I can't break down your brick wall...you won't let me near you at all...you spin me in circles...I feel that small...sometimes when I' m with you..I feel ten feet tall...but you change like the wind...do you care at all? Or am I just another person walking down the street...that you decided to talk to....decided to feed...

Is it...you feel sorry for me...I'm a basket case...you need to preach to...I 'm a challenge...the girl in the box you want to fix...a waste of sperm in human existence...or am I yours and yours alone...secretly in your thoughts...I' m your girl...and you adore me...but you' ll never admit that to me...you need your options free...in case you need to vanish...your scared of commitment...your scared of love".... I said to the mirror.