My Year So Far

I swallow pain like pills
Overdosing on my suffering
The outside is scarred
My insides are torn apart

Battles wage for my emotion
Looking for life's true reason
I want to be released from this life
There's nothing left to fight with

Lights flash in my eyes
Violent reds and melancholy blues
Then I laid my eyes on you
The noise grew so damn loud
But you were turning it all around

Knives and bottles create distance
Death and I now farther apart
The void had been filled with your cares
Your love has brought me back to life