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I'm done
Now I’m sitting in the corner wishing I were dead,
People walk by and don’t notice I’m dying inside,
A school full of hypocrites even my best friend pushes me aside,
All my regrets wash over me, they consume me like animals,
I wish I never left you,
I wish I never lost you,
I wish I never left the fucking light on!
I’ve grown tired of this feeling,
Get the fuck out!
I walk around this school I’ve become the fucking hypocrites,
I act like I’m fine and I say that I’m okay,
But my mind runs over with a different story,
I’m dying, I’m tired, I’m hopeless, and I’m weak,
Now these aren’t the demons this is just me,
I’m done with who I am I don’t want to be here anymore,
I’ve tried my best it seems but I was never good enough,
I don’t care what you say I don’t care what you tell me,
I’m done with this shit there no point anymore,
I lost you and life seems stupid without you,
On one understands they just think about themselves,
Well what about me?
Don’t I matter?
Yes you matter!
But I’m done living for other people!
I want to live for me and I can’t anymore,
I’m done with this shit there’s no point anymore,
I’m done living a superficial life,
No anymore,
Fuck this shit filled world!
People walk by and don’t notice I’m dying inside,
A school full of hypocrites even my best friend pushes me aside,
All my regrets wash over me, they consume me like animals,
I wish I never left you,
I wish I never lost you,
I wish I never left the fucking light on!
I’ve grown tired of this feeling,
Get the fuck out!
I walk around this school I’ve become the fucking hypocrites,
I act like I’m fine and I say that I’m okay,
But my mind runs over with a different story,
I’m dying, I’m tired, I’m hopeless, and I’m weak,
Now these aren’t the demons this is just me,
I’m done with who I am I don’t want to be here anymore,
I’ve tried my best it seems but I was never good enough,
I don’t care what you say I don’t care what you tell me,
I’m done with this shit there no point anymore,
I lost you and life seems stupid without you,
On one understands they just think about themselves,
Well what about me?
Don’t I matter?
Yes you matter!
But I’m done living for other people!
I want to live for me and I can’t anymore,
I’m done with this shit there’s no point anymore,
I’m done living a superficial life,
No anymore,
Fuck this shit filled world!
Published 4th Dec 2017
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4th Dec 2017 10:03pm
Bean, next time this happens please come to me. Your right, this school is shit, nobody is real here, just illusions of faces pretending to be happy. But you shouldn't have to go through this shit alone, so if no one else helps, please come to me.
4th Dec 2017 10:06pm
4th Dec 2017 10:10pm
and its not something that "happened" this is happening every damned day of my life
4th Dec 2017 10:28pm
Then call me, or even come to me in person. If George doesn't want me to help you then he can suck my dick. I don't want to see you hurting like this.
4th Dec 2017 10:36pm
i know you dont like seeing me like this, i try to be happy around you im sorry im failing, i dont want to make you upset. i want him to let us be us again
4th Dec 2017 10:47pm
Well I'm here to make you happy. I will try to talk to him tomorrow. Even if he doesn't want us to talk, still come to me. I don't care what he says, your my bean and you always will be.
4th Dec 2017 10:52pm
i love you fluffy :) btw are you coming tonight its from 7 to 9 and you know where
4th Dec 2017 10:54pm
4th Dec 2017 10:55pm
yay im so glad your coming. you couldn't possibly because i undoubtedly love you the most!!
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