What do I want?

I want to see your blood uncontrollably rushing down your body and onto the floor
 I want to be the one who opened the wound
 I want to be the one looking into your eyes when you realize your time here is almost over
I want to see your fear,
Your hate for me,
Your weakness as you fall to your knees,
I want to see what you look like being on the losing side begging for mercy at my feet
I want to make you feel the way you made me for too many years
I want to see your expression when I deny your request for mercy
Your fear and hopelessness is what I crave most

I want to see the light drain from your eyes as your world fades away...