Internal Decay

I walk away
To pretend everything is fine
But I cannot see
The rotting inside me

I turn my face
A hiding disgrace
Never proven otherwise
They make me ache
Things I can’t escape
The darkness inside me

I lie here
My heart spread wide open
No one to feel
I’m trapped in my emotion

Breaking inside
Losing my mind
Finding new ways
To end my life

I can’t take it any more
This isn’t for me
Don’t try to stop inevitability
I need to get to better things
Lead me to a golden truth
My neck fitted with a noose