Fairytale family

Family. .
 what does that even mean is it the  people you're birthed into or the people you meet who choose you.
Or does family even exist in this demention?
From what ive come to know family is just as phoney as the easter bunny or tooth fairy. Made up to teach children respect love and interpersonal conections if they are lucky that is.
In my case not so much that so called family has beaten stolen and abused the love they created when they crawled into those sheets probaly doped up and incable of coherent thoughts beyond getting off.
As for the family i sought out in response to the neglect was built up on lies excuses and self gain for them in payment of what was left of the image of what a family should have been and with that my heart and soul as well .
Though stubbon as my mind was i refused to except nor fathom that maybe a happy family was only what i read in the story books alone as a kid.
But once again and for the very last time will i be blind sided by the complete disregard for my essense and faith in the fake people dressed up to fit the photo burned in my subconscious. For my birthing family traded me away perminitly for a temporary chemical high. And my sought out family used every part of me but my breath to gain what ever it was they lacked to obtain from their poorly writen family .