Unworthy

At the start of every day
I don't know why I feel this way
just so damn ugly, so ashamed
whenever someone calls my name

all day I fish for compliments
I never thought it'd come to this
but I don't know what else to do
I just want to be wanted,too

I wonder what is wrong with me
pure hearts in love is all I see
I smile, tell my friends I'm fine
when really I just want to die

eyes meet the mirror with dismay
I half-expect the glass to break
I realize now I ask too much
I'm too damn ugly to be touched

whore myself out for compliments
just trying to build my confidence
but I don't know what else to do
I just want to feel wanted, too

I know there's something wrong with me
I'm so much less than I want to be
but I still them I'm just fine
when all I want to do is die